“When your neighbor is un- employed, it’s a recession; when you’re unemployed, it’s a depression.” Courtesy of :McGraw-Hill.com
So… as of this moment I am still not employed. (Boo-hoo crying myself a river) I was asked to apply for a position in Houston, and did the interview for it. For the most part it was an okay experience… well maybe not.
I dropped my phone in the toilet at Kroger just 20 min before the interview. Even still I ws able to put that out of my mind for the most part…
I pulled up and tried to change my shoes only to realize that the navy heeled laofers I wanted to wear was still at home in the garage 200+ miles away. So I was forced to wear some patent leather peep toe BCBG 3 in heels. Good thing my slacks were long, but I still felt like my shoes didn’t match my suit. I sat in the lobby and all I could think about was a recent episode of Katie where they said open toed shoes were a no-no. Even though they were peep toe. I kept obsessing about it.
The same article addressed the button on my shirt that buldged and showed my tank top. So what did I do?? Went back down stairs and changed into the spare top I hade in the car. With a dangerous 4 mins to spare!!
4 mins to spare was dangerous but hey I had good reason. (So I say)
This bitch just pissed me the fuck off. To the point of tears and I Do Not like it at all. I would feel better if I had an understanding of where her blow up came from. This is the scene
We’re sitting in the living room watching TV at my sisters house (where I am currently staying) and she decides to start reading the directions of Taboo out loud. We played it with friends several days ago, but she didn’t bother to read dlthe directions at that time. So now she is going to the Miller’s house for a fish fry and ti return their game and decides she should understand the deluxe version better. So in reading the directions she apparently is getting irritated that nobody told her about the extra rules and di (additional rules that nobody followed AT ALL) So, within her loud and disruptive reading I asked her, Why are you reading so loud and with such anger? So with this question that she obviously did not like she begins to “flash out” on me. Telling me I need to shut up and mind my own business. I have had an increased habit of doing that, she wasn’t talking to me stay out of thier business when she is addressing her kids because I don’t run nothing… CAN YOU SAY BLANK FUCKING STARE!!! I mean this totally caught me off guard! I am not one to be “overly sensitive so feeling my eyes well with tears was surely a red flag to me that I just should not say anything. I don’t like to feel helpless. I don’t like to feel attacked. I hate feeling as if someone is talking down to me. And if a person has an issue with me I would much rather they address it as the offense occurs so things aren’t bottled up and come out all at once.
I simply took this as a reminder you are not her child but you have agreed to terms that makes her feel she has some sort of power over you. That is something I cannot rock with.
Within the next few minutes she contiued her hostile streak with another person so I don’t think it was all the way just me… but there is sime truth to it. So next week will be my final time here. I don’t like feeling like a burden, or dependent for anyone ESPECIALLY my sister.
ღ ღ Happy Birthday to Me! Happy Birthday to Me! Happy Birthday to AB! Happy Birthday to Me ღ ღ
EY!!! EY!! Ey-Ey-Ey-EY!! grooving to Greast Love <dancing like a grown woman should>
Hi!! I think it’s been quite a minute since ya’ll last heard from me! Sorry for the extended absensce. I just made it back home to Killeen from a trip down to my other home HOUSTON TEXAS bay-by! I had a pretty interesting time there. I had an interview/meeting, someone offered me a stake and their business, and I saw Mr. Make Love To The Stage Raheem Devaughn himself!! Yes! <this will be the main topic if the this post>
I had an absolutely wonderful time with a girlfriend Syreeta and one of the best voices on the R & B scene Raheem Devaughn last night! He performed a great amount of his songs from his recently released album A Place Called Loveland. If you are a true fan of R&B this is for you! Actually you don’t even have to be a big fan of R&B! If you just need some baby making music for the season then this is for you! He has songs like: Cry Baby, In The Meantime, Pink Crush Velvet, and my personal favorite Greast Love! (post title lyrics)
GO GET THE ALBUM!!!
I’m going to finish listening to his music and enjoy the rest of my night!
Much Love AB
I have been woke for over an hour. It is now 4:59 am and this is actually my 2nd time waking up since falling asleep just before 10 pm. Im not sure if its because I have something on my mind or WHAT! I proposed one of my favorite late night habits which is reading under the covers but that was not appealing to me since its a text book. Though I know I have about 60 hours of reading to do amd THEN some before Sunday. My interest isn’t really THERE. I did however, learn a new word that is befitting of me! (So I think anyways). Its: bluestocking- meaning an intelligent intellecual woman. Yep! sounds about right to me!
Well, now thats enough about me… how bout we talk about ME. lol
I have a date with my cousin tonight that I think I want to cancel on. I feel like it may be best for all of us. (me and him). I tried to call him last night but it was during the Scandal season premier so there was no getting his attention. I’ll call amd cancel this morning.
Today is also the birthday of my eldest nephew. I don’t think I cam talk to him as I read on FB he is in jail… I’ll call his parents in the morning and wish them a happy Labor Day!